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jen 2008/7/31 (Thurs.) 19:06:44 sometimes i find myself a rather bizarre anguish figure, with too much pride as well as too much stupidity. sometimes anger becomes sensitive other times sorrow takes over. but, at very few occasions, I actually can be NORMAL. not controlled by anger, stupidity or emo mood. this is one of those very few occasions. and it doesnt matter if you would be back. coz i wont be. |
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jen 2008/8/21 (Thurs.) 20:12:57 its as if i move home everyday instead of throwing away things nothing much gets collected anymore. i start to put things in the "temporary box" and when i find myself ready to move again, i throw the box away at once. this way there are no wounds this way there is no pain sometimes i wonder whether i'm in someone else's "temporary box" as well whether they throw me away just like that i dislike our world for it is so difficult to express one's self and for it is so difficult to understand one's self |
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jen 2008/8/27 (Wed.) 17:09:50 why sadness comes through as tears. sometimes i like tears. sometimes i drive me mad sometimes my thoughts go blank. sometimes i wonder if i own a corner in that little room called loneliness and i shrink, i shrink, and i shrink until the wound is so small that it is no longer visible. then i realize that i, too, have became invisible. and why, it still hurts. |
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jen? 2008/9/18 (Thurs.) 19:44:30 ever feel like you're fucking tired? thats like, me. ever feel like you dont fucking know who you are? coz thats too, like, me. for gods sake quit giving me pain i dont freakin like it nor do i freakin deserve it. not from you anyway. |
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jen? 2008/10/2 (Thurs.) 18:40:53 到底算甚麼 永遠的次要 等待 等待 很多很多的等待 遺忘 遺忘 很多很多的被遺忘 自己都不知道是生氣還是難過 瘋了。 我累了。心情不好。 走開 |
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jen 2008/10/23 (Thurs.) 18:39:18 偶而 需要精神支柱 卻發現 我 找不到。 蠢到靈魂深處。 總信寧願少了我的 終是多了你的 那便好 也許 不該把我自己丟棄 也許 終究只有自己可靠 也許 世界還是應該我的 只是 想到這裡 心裡落下的 又是一顆顆閃耀的 寂寞與不甘 最近覺得 精神很弱。 是否我 放的太多 卻忘了自己 分量有限 又或是 我又太計較。 讓哀傷吞噬了 卻自己也不懂 這兇猛的浪潮 究竟從何而來 最後還是 自己給自己打了一針麻藥 裹著一身的傷 昏然入睡 |
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jen 2008/11/8 (Sat.) 07:47:40 沒有靈感。 乾枯的季節不願 離去。 我煩。
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jen 2008/11/8 (Sat.) 16:54:55 需要你的時候 你 不在..
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jen 2008/11/19 (Wed.) 06:26:48 自以為是的規尺 心虛的粗氣亂語 能不能有點腦 閉上你的偏見 |
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jen 2008/11/19 (Wed.) 19:28:23 找到了 時間 遺失了 時間 丟棄了 孤單 尋回了 孤單 忘記了 心痛 想起了 心痛 蒙蔽了 空虛 發現了 空虛 誰 在 哪裡? |